Holding it all in. . .

So today was a breaking point. A mountain of failures come tumbling down and again I find myself at the bottom of the heap I thought was creating a stronger foundation. I hold my tongue because they just won’t get it. Some experiences just can’t be shared. Nothing to be gained by saying what I want to say ‘cuz I have said it before. Why does it take some people so long to look outside themselves and truly see? Or look within and see clearly?

Going it alone is what I do. No one can help me anyway so why bother them? Look around at my new pile of shit and see what can be grown from this. Anything? Here’s to hope!